Life is hard right now. For me. I know maybe I'm not in the rights to complain right now. How should I complain. We lived never in shortage of food,water or shelter. Kids in Africa barely have enough food to be a able to survive by growing their own crops. And we're here complaining about bad pokemon go server. Kids in Africa could've eaten your smartphones man.
But as it is, we are all human being. A biological creature. With hormones and enzymes controlling our bodies. What if you have nothing to be worried about but your body did not secrete enough happy hormones or the body keeps on secreting hormones that will make you feel unhappy. That's totally effed right. I think it is the same for me now. I always feel sad and stressed all the time. I tend to overthink.I am a logician. Whenever I felt that way, I will think and figure out what am i missing that makes me feel this way. At first, I thought it may be about assignment or homework. But it wasn't. There is nothing to worry about homework. I can complete it and if I couldn't complete it what's the big deal.
I needed some help. I figure out that maybe it is my lack of friend. I contacted my family. Especially my sister. She helped me a lot through this period. My stress isn't over yet. And it can happen anytime. I didn't want to consider I'm depressed or having anxiety or something like that. My sister advise me a lot. College/University life is never easy.
So, I started exercise in the evening, which I learned could help our body produce serotonin. A hormone that makes us happy. I started socializing. Making new friends. It is not easy as I say it. I just tried it a few days. I will only stay at this college for 10 months. There is only 7 months and a half left. Sometimes you feel like falling down and there's no one around you. But remember there is always God, Family. Parents and siblings who will cry of happiness seeing you graduate with flying colours. Don't make your time a waste. There's always a friend who will help you. If you haven't got one. I'm sure you will find one later. I'm here on the intenet. Increasing the amount of friends. Stay strong. The sweetness of success is much much much better than the bitterness of longing and waiting. Stay strong. Thanks for reading. Here's a potato for you
But as it is, we are all human being. A biological creature. With hormones and enzymes controlling our bodies. What if you have nothing to be worried about but your body did not secrete enough happy hormones or the body keeps on secreting hormones that will make you feel unhappy. That's totally effed right. I think it is the same for me now. I always feel sad and stressed all the time. I tend to overthink.I am a logician. Whenever I felt that way, I will think and figure out what am i missing that makes me feel this way. At first, I thought it may be about assignment or homework. But it wasn't. There is nothing to worry about homework. I can complete it and if I couldn't complete it what's the big deal.
I needed some help. I figure out that maybe it is my lack of friend. I contacted my family. Especially my sister. She helped me a lot through this period. My stress isn't over yet. And it can happen anytime. I didn't want to consider I'm depressed or having anxiety or something like that. My sister advise me a lot. College/University life is never easy.
So, I started exercise in the evening, which I learned could help our body produce serotonin. A hormone that makes us happy. I started socializing. Making new friends. It is not easy as I say it. I just tried it a few days. I will only stay at this college for 10 months. There is only 7 months and a half left. Sometimes you feel like falling down and there's no one around you. But remember there is always God, Family. Parents and siblings who will cry of happiness seeing you graduate with flying colours. Don't make your time a waste. There's always a friend who will help you. If you haven't got one. I'm sure you will find one later. I'm here on the intenet. Increasing the amount of friends. Stay strong. The sweetness of success is much much much better than the bitterness of longing and waiting. Stay strong. Thanks for reading. Here's a potato for you
stay strong ah chong.. :)
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